Ask me if I'm okay.
I know I've already told you I am, but ask anyway.
Ask so that I can tell you I'm not.
I want to tell you I'm falling apart.
I'm sinking lower and lower into this and I can't move past it.
Ask me if I'm okay so that I can cry on your shoulder.
I need someone to make me feel safe again.
I need to feel like I'm wanted by somebody.
Everything is just so fucked up lately.
It feels like I've lost everybody that's ever mattered.
Please, just ask me if I'm okay one more time.
You're supposed to come back and see that I'm lying.
You're supposed to stay until I tell you the truth.
I need to feel loved, and you took that away.
Just give me something back in return.
Tell me that I'm good enough for somebody.
Say that I'm good enough for you.
Look me in the eye and tell me you know I'm not okay.
Hold me in your arms and keep me protected.
I know you can see the pain here.
Just ask me one more time.
I promise I'll give you the right answer this time.
I can tell you I'm not okay.
I can let myself open up to you if you're willing to let me.
Ask me if I'm okay even though we both know I'm not.