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LaughingI know when I leave you're all laughing

Laughing at
The Freak
The Weirdo
The Loner

Laughing at
How I have no friends
How I don't fit in
How you all hate me
How I think you're my friends

I know you're all laughing at me

You'll never accept me
You'll never like me

You'll always hate me
You'll always be laughing at me

RazorSweet little friend,
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.

The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.

The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.

And you're hungry
For more blood.

You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.

You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.

You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.

In the trash,
Where you always belonged.

EmptyEverything is so wrong
I just wish I could fix it
Been broken for so long
I'm in little pieces
It hurts to wake up
It hurts to want to die
Going to bed thinking of
How you're going to survive
Another day, another year
Another cut, another tear
More heartache, more pain
A black cloud pouring acid rain
Filling my thoughts, my head
Melting what's inside
Until there's nothing left

Fuck Society“You can’t be pretty,
Without being skinny.”

That’s what they say,
So I start dieting,
And starving myself,
To follow their way.

“If you’re skinny,
You have a disorder,
So start eating.”

So that’s what I do,
I start to gain,
But I still wasn’t perfect,
What else can I do?

“If you don’t wear make-up,”
You know you’re ugly.”

I start to wear make-up,
But I don’t feel pretty,
I feel like I’m suffocating,
My mom takes pity.

“If you wear to much make-up,
You’re either a slut or a whore.”

I stop wearing make-up,
They want everyth

I love you.You, who smiles.
I found you lost.
You're tears fall,
yet I stand there doing nothing.
This anger.
This pain.
This sorrow.
Let me absorb it.
I want to take it all away.
Why do you cry?
You, who smiles.
You, who cries.
Since when?
Those tears fall to the cold concrete.
The smile fades into a frown.
Your eyes filled with despair.
I want to steal it away.
To see you like this.
I don't like this.
I hate myself.
To let you feel the you do.
I can't stand it.
Your tears.
Your frown.
Your pain.
Your despair.
You sorrow.
Your memories.
Your regrets.
Your sins.
Your screams.
I want to steal it all away from you.
I want you to be happy again.
I love you.

Alone in the DarkAlone in the dark
A truly comfortable place
Far from anything
That could disturb me,
Together in the light
A very disturbing place
Near everything
That is sickening me.

When the sun decide it's time to go away
I feel this peaceful moon
So beautiful from afar
Yet ugly from near
Now compare to me
And you'll know that should keep your distances.
Sometimes i sit on the ground
Looking at the stars
Wishing I was so far,
Tears starting to fall down
Making me realize
That it's physical
So it's alright.

I may cry
But don't worry its won't harm me
I may look sad
But hey nothing in this world is perfect
Neither the world nor me

Those feelings in cageDuring all those weeks
You been on my mind
Yet I feel so weak
And I think this is the time
That I have to tell my feelings
Only when you're leaving!

Standing near the window
I'm looking at the rain that is pouring outside
I guess I really feel alone
When the things that decide my life are actually those dices,
The water drop really show
How I cried each night till my vision blur
My heart is really slow
The only thing I hear is when my cat purr.

I really wish you'll come back to my side
So you can ease all these tides
Even though you're not gone forever
The lack of your presence is making my heart sever
When you'll come back

Broken DoveWill someone please give flight
To this broken dove
Show her happiness
tell her she is loved

Will someone please just help her
Lend her a gentle hand
Raise her in a way
That she can understand

Will someone please just notice
She's broken her small heart
And slowly, every second
her worlds falling apart

She pleads for your forgiveness
She begs you for your love
Please will someone notice
This hollow, dying dove...

I can'tI want to
I need to
I have to

But I can't
Because somebody might open the door
and see...

ConfessionMy heart is racing.
I can't stop pacing.
My face is red.

My palms are sweating
I'm almost regretting
What I just said...

So tell me baby,
Do you love me maybe?
I know I do...

But you said no.

Life's Like A BirdA bird is born inside an egg,
trapped behind his shell.
Forced to grow behind white walls,
Until he breaks the spell.

he will break free, from misery,
And looks in his mothers eyes.
He chirps and yells for dinner,
He lets out many cries.

Mother chuckles softly,
And stops his hungary cries.
And everyday she teaches him,
until eventually he flies.

His feathers bright, and shining,
As the wind guides his way.
And when he lands, back at the nest,
His mothers flown away.

He sits alone all night,
Waiting for her return.
And after hours pass,
His heart begins to burn.

he flies away, forever,
And meets his one true love.
Her eyes bright and love

I'm Tired.Forgive me,
but I have grown weary.
I have walked a thousand miles.
But those answers are still out of reach.
I have stepped down.
I'm giving up this fight.
I'm too weary to lead.
Won't you lead me?
Can't you guide me to the light?
I know they all failed.
But maybe you can..
Can you truly hear me?
Can you truly listen?
Can you truly see me?
Can't you remember my name?
They all lied.
They all betrayed me.
You're my last hope.
Please,
just show me if it's all a dream.
I need to know.
Can you lead me home?
Lead me to that last shred of light.

You Saved MeAnother step closer,
A toe off of the edge.
I think of stepping over,
Falling to my death.
I know it's not right,
But it's what I feel.
I just can't help it,
Only it's real.
What do you do when you've lost everything?
Find solisce in drugs?
A release for the pain?
A burning ache,
A foreign fever.
A cataclysm of hate,
That tips the meter.
But I step back,
Admire the view,
Pull myself together,
Then think of you.

The Mona Lisa WorldThe meaning?
The purpose?
The definition is unknown.
An expression?
Maybe.
But what does it mean?
Happiness?
No.
Because it's not always real.
Sadness?
No.
Because it's not always fake.
A word I cannot define.
If I were to know,
would it be different?
But then why?
Why don't I know?
Normal people do it all the time.
But it's fake.
Maybe real, but fake.
Not sincere.
The expression is supposedly a treasure.
More beautiful then diamonds.
Than platinum.
Just a little bit less than love.
As if I could even talk about that.
The mystery behind the action.
To raise the sides of your lips.
What's the answer the problem?
The piece to the puzzle?
Why is it that people smile?

DecisionsThe way that the world works is
Love.
And,
Hate.
People that are so loving,
Caring.
People who just don’t care for others.
Don’t have a care in the world.
Madness that runs through all of our minds,
And veins.
You have to make your own decisions,
No matter what,
You will always have somewhere to turn.

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Afraid

by ~TheTruePoet, Jan 13, 2013, 7:41:02 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Have you ever been afraid of yourself?
It's the worst feeling there is
because no matter what you do,
no matter what you try,
you can never escape it
because you're trapped inside yourself,
terrified of what could happen next,
afraid of who you could hurt,
afraid of what you might do.
In dreams, thoughts are only amplified.
In wakefulness, horrors become real.
You tell yourself it cant be real,
tell yourself its not who you truly are.
But it is.
And nothing can change it.

Afraidby ~TheTruePoet

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2013 ~TheTruePoet

Afraid.

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~HeyImBeth Feb 25, 2013 New member Hobbyist General Artist

This is fantastic. Exactly how I feel now.... I love how poetry can capture precisely how I feel sometimes.

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~Tintinytdj Feb 23, 2013

"afraid of who you could hurt,
afraid of what you might do."
At this point you should have realized that it's not your duty to make sure people aren't offended by what you do/are.

"tell yourself its not who you truly are.
But it is.
And nothing can change it."
Well that's pessimistic and false. Last time I asked a normal person he said I'd just have to change myself.
Ask normal people- they know and care! #420yoloswagbitches&whores4lyfe
In all seriousness, this is entire verse could've been reduced to just these three lines.

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~toxicdeath132 Jan 30, 2013 Student Digital Artist

i used to feel like that . good writing!

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~TheTruePoet Feb 3, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

thanks

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~toxicdeath132 Mar 23, 2013 Student Digital Artist

your welcome ^^

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~unexpecteddoors97963 Jan 13, 2013

Fantastic job. really awesome

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~TheTruePoet Jan 13, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Well thank you

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